Sgrub - Theta Session

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You kneel next to her. "It's okay, really. I'm fine, see?" You give her a smile. You don't want her to feel bad, even if you are hurting on the inside and outside.

You get a message on your PolarPlay, but you ignore it for now. You have to calm your moirail down first.

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You pick yourself up and sit on your knees, facing your moirail but not looking up to see her face. You look at the on her arms and on your hands before turning away, "I'm sorry..." you whisper.

You hate it when your moirail is hurt, and it's even worse that your the one who caused it this time.

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You smile again."There's no need for that. I know you didn't mean it."

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You bite your lip and slouch even more than you already are. You have no idea what you meant to do. You know you wanted to hurt her and you know you didn't want to either. Even when you didn't know what you wanted to do you still hurt her anyway.

You start trembling at the thought of it happening again. You want to run off somewhere on this blood planet and get away from your moirail so it doesn't happen a second time... you want to but you can't.

You lean over and rest your head on her shoulder, closing your eyes and whimpering "I'm sorry" over and over again and keeping your arms limply at your sides.

==>Shoosh.

You quietly shoosh your moirail. You hate seeing her this way, and you think this will help. You hope this will help.

==>Pap.

You pap her on the cheek, still shooshing.

Is this all you can do? You are the worst moirail ever and you know it.

==> Calm down

You stop saying sorry after a few shoosh paps but you still feel like shit.

==> Retrieve skull top

Oh yeah... it fell off your head when you entered your land. You get up and pick it up off the ground a few feet away and put it on. You walk back over to your moirail and help he up without a word, your slouching made it seem like she was taller than you.

==>Wipe the blood off your arms.

You wipe the blood off your arms after taking off your black gloves. Don't want to get those all bloody, now do we? Emerald blood drips onto the ground, decorating the ground with green. You quickly push some dirt over it with your foot. You then put the gloves back on and turn to your moirail. Discovering that you can't look at her for some reason, you look at your feet. "I'm sorry that I'm not a good moirail."

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"You are a good moirail... It was my fault anyway." You say forcing yourself to look at her. You walk a little closer and hesitate a little before you hug her, "I'm the bad one..." You mutter 'I'm sorry' for the fiftieth time.

==>Hug her back.

You wrap your arms around her. "It's not your fault. You don't have to be sorry. If I were a better moirail, none of this would have happened. If I would have just hurried..."

==> Stop with this sappy rom com sap this instant and do something cool this instant!

Fuck you voice in my head!

==> Ughaio ivuhiuvikjlmaio

"Aley stop... You know it's my fault. I never told you about my problem, or... anything really... I-I, everything is my fault." You adjust your arm and see that you're starting to bleed through the gauze.

==>Oh my goodness maybe it's both of y'all's fault.

Y'all's? Whatever. Just shut up, voice.

==> ...

You feel Ditana adjust her arm, so you look at it. You see that she's bleeding through her bandages. When you notice what color the blood is, you look at her in shock, your eyes wide. "Blue... blood...?"

==> Ooo, cat's out of the bag

You take a few steps back and hide your bleeding arm behind your back, not because of the blood but just so she doesn't ask how you got the injury in the first place, "Uh, yeah... my blood's indigo."

==> Awhaaaaat

Indigo blood? That's really high on the hemospectrum! Why would you want to hide that?"Why have you hidden it for so long?"

==> Yay! Change of subject

You shrug, "It's not really a big deal. I just get to live longer than most." You really don't understand why it's that important in the first place.

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"It's a huge deal" you exclaim. "You have so many more opportunities than lower bloods like me! Everyone respects you so much more."

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You shrug and look down, "I just... really don't care about these types of things. Can we just drop it?"

==> Drop it.

You nod. "We can drop it. I promise not to tell anyone." You pause. "Where did that cut come from anyways?"

==> Lie

"There was an incident on my way to the portal."

==>Give her suspicious eyes.

You do that, then get another message. You decide to check it this time. "I have to do something. Expect an interrogation when I'm done."

==>Reply to GK.

YC: Sorry, I haad to do something~
YC: Now whaat waas it thaat you needed~?

==> Sigh in relief

You almost do that, then realize your moirail is, like, right in front of you.

==> Think of a way out of the soon-to-be-interrogation

Run?

==> Think of something not stupid

You pout and start thinking up another plan. You don't see what's so bad about that one though; you came up with it in a fuckin' minute. That running plan is great, you should do it anyway.

==> Do it and die

You stay put and try to think up another plan.

(Sorry it's been a while. I could have sworn I replied to this. :| )

==> Glare at Ditana.

You know she is planning on running, so you give her a warning glare. The look on your face says "Don't even think about it. I'm on to you." You decide to give her this look until GK replies.

GK: Yo, I need my house all up and taller.
GK: Kinda hard to get to that orangew gate if I can't reach it,you know?

==> Be where you are.

You're outside, walking along the almost steampunk esc city featuring all the games you've ever played.

YC: Thaat aall~? Cool~
YC: I'll get right on thaat~

==>Build up GK's hive house.

You go into the Sgrub application on your PolarPlay and begin building. You work quickly with one eye on the screen and one eye on Ditana. With your knowledge of building from having to rebuild your ice hive often, you finish the building quickly. You poke the structure with a couch from GK's house to test its stability. Much to your delight, it doesn't even move.

==>Tell GK.

YC: Done~!
YC: Sorry for the waait~
YC: Once you get paast thaat gaate, if you didn't know, you need to find aa second gaate in your laand~
YC: When you go through that second gaate, you'll be in my laand~
YC: I won't be there to greet you, though~ I'll be in my server's laand~
YC: Maaybe you caan caatch up to us~!

==>Turn to Ditana and crack your knuckles threateningly.

You do turn to Ditana, but you do not crack your knuckles threateningly. You find this stupid and you don't know why that was suggested.

"Ready for some interrogation?"

==> Be hopeful

"Um... if I say no does that mean you won't interrogate me?"

==> Now the sad eyes

You try giving her the sad eyes. It works most of the time.